Catch My Tears

Try to the end to fill the silences like the cracks in the wall of a broken-down mess of a home.
Don't say what's on your mind because I'm not ready to feel the pain. I want to be numb, numb to this world I don't want to be a part of. Catch my tears as they fall.
Catch my tears as they spill, you know they're only ever for you. I don't want to fall into the well that is you but it's too late to try to stop me, but thanks anyway.
I hurt; I hurt so much at times I want to cuddle up & throw my emotions away. My eyes twitch I think I'm tired, but I just woke from the deadest slumber. My mom says it's because I'm to see someone... When will it happen? Is it you?
Catch my tears before they fall out of reach & away they go.
Pulling myself apart to understand the aesthetics of it all, nothings one-dimensional enough for this lonely-hearts club! But I'm coming into my own skin & damn does it feel good & you're a prisoner of your own making never to be freed. Please catch my tears as they roll like scarlet pumpkins through a town of undeserving sinners.
Yesterday is lost to us. Tomorrow was never meant for us. We have tonight... let's grab it with both hands...