"Can't believe I was so excited for this day to start, now I can't wait for it to come to a screeching halt," I scream to a God who's blocked his ears from my continuous complaining.
"Do you even know what I am because I surely don't?" I'm like a shadow almost invisible but just not there yet and I know he knows.
So I sit here staring down at my reflection in a well of black that is my coffee cup and I feel like a shadow- no body, no mind, no heart and no soul.
I like being in the shadows, watching the world pass me by feeling inferior to the worldly chaos. Its time to forget so let's forget those years even existed
This is terse and tense and not how I imagined love to be. So I'm sitting here waiting for life to suck because I wanna roll with the punches and ride off into the sunset... it's true.
I guess it's true: life is too short to be anybody else. Life's all sunshine and roses when its spent with you.
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